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fool by introspect17, literature

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fool

when did it become so hard to let out the thoughts, trapped inside i think i know but then he batters ideals i'm back to the end of the line now i'm stripping distractions there's really not much left just me and these thoughts and we're still trying to hide i'm stuck with the choice can't decide this counteractive infatuation has got me in the corner again its so black and white but i still haven't moved looking for flowers in the dark my heart is caught in it this movement of compassion but if i can't follow it will be my demise waiting for something i can't refuse

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i by introspect17, literature

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i

are you always going to be too busy to notice me sitting in the corner banging my head against the wall to the rhythm of your innocuous psychobabble? i can hear my brain sloshing in my skull mixing with the consistency of pancake batter if you could find a minute, couldn't you at least invent a button to make it all shut down? you leave me. again. staring vacantly toward the uncontrolled electricity incognizantly swaying to the unheard melody that remains incarcerated in my head everytime i try, i can't get my head around you but i might as well give up this crazy notion of reconciliation and be free of what you are and who

the dancer by introspect17, literature

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the dancer

captivated intimidated by her strange lonely dance lost inside the trickle of blood staring past her dark pit of red crimson slowly staining pure white stepping to the music in her head skin stretched over bones yet inside the living ghost delicate hands claw against her neck struggling till exhaustion takes its toll falling crack splitting her skull stopped by the rotting pine floorboards sleep against all dreams never wake up tho breathless and gasping the white shift caught around her throat like the rapists fingers now here where her spirit lies hidden paths where emotion ran supressed from expression half exploding ins

society by introspect17, literature

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society

hearing the words of last worlds hunger wallowing in the shallowness of present prosperity victimized by apathetic monotones of injustice subject to the inadequacy of my own comfort detesting the appetite of truth the breathy cries of entreprenurial humanism searching for the introspective detailings of love entombed in the godless caverns of lonliness echoing reverberations of morbid consumption coarse through the burned inscribings of spirituality i regret the inhibitions of your intellect now staring through the shadowed eyes of uncertainty stirring the blackened coals of lost passion buried beneath the dust of sanded hypocris

blank by introspect17, literature

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blank

blinking red in my world of incomprehensive stupidity eyes bleeding tears of acrimonious intent staining my face with the scarlet of ambiguity present, but hidden in the life I cant reinvent hear my wordless voice grating against tomorrow caged inside this plague of transition around me the waterfall of voices sorrow drowning me in the philtred remission expression from darkly shadowed white spheres windows to the soul what about the soul lost riding on its rainbow of crimson black mirrors running down the line but never across

knowledge by introspect17, literature

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knowledge

sleep sleep sleep wrapping itself around my brain infused with the minor chords of stupidity taking over the sweet innocence of intellect focus focus focus bashing around in my empty skull trying to beat what little matter is left into submission warring between ideals and reality learn learn learn which voice is mine and what do i control? scrambling to regain what used to come so easily welcome to existence understand! can't comprehend where i'm going, why it happened empty empty empty the only agreement that can be made

of longing by introspect17, literature

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of longing

who are you? i think i knew you. i might have loved you, watched your wings unfold beneath the crystal cave. flattered by your beauty, attempting to break through, waiting to take flight from beneath your frosty shield. where are you? i think i used to know, back when i adored you, living in the private constellation we called home. always singing, breathing through your despair.. . your defiance of gravity, my star, ethreal eye of heaven. when will you return? how long will you demand this sleepless devotion? yet still i will wait, ever peering through the orfice of redemption's endless labyrinth, to catch of a g

orbiting by introspect17, literature

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orbiting

sometimes i can see the stars but mostly im blinded by the shining ashes poisoning these shadows sometimes i wonder if your silence bleeds these broken doubts and crushed realities sometimes i wonder if you see it too if you know this impregnated blackness sometimes i ask myself if youre really there if maybe i just got my priorities all mixed up sometimes i cant help but step back tripped up by these falling fronts of hope ive seen you there watching me whispering your revised arias of love but in the end all to be remembered are the blood and white feathers what does it matter whether these tears are red or saline bo

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Canada
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introspect17

May 11, 2017

White Flag - Dido

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an anthem - i miss you I know you think that I shouldn't still love you Or tell you that But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it Where's the sense in that? I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder Or return to where we were I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be I know I left too much mess and Destruction to come back again And I caused nothing but trouble I understand if you can't talk to me again And if you live by the rules of it's over Then I'm sure that that makes sense I will go down with this ship And I wo

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introspect17

Apr 2, 2008

panic

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so in the past week i've encountered 23+ panic attacks, i've been accused of heinous crimes against my school, and i've discovered that nobody believes me, even the people that i thought i could trust. then, this morning, the dean of women comes over and brings me a formal letter which said that i have to be outta here before 4pm tomorrow. so yea, just got kicked outta bible college.. .way. to. go. despite the fact that i've only ever been accused and didnt actually even do anything i presented the 'appearance of evil'. sure i wasnt perfect, but i'm the best candidate to cast the blame on cause i had a rough semester back in the fall, altho

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introspect17

Feb 21, 2008

after a very long while.. .

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i am changed. i am a different person than i was when i first arrived. i am a different person than i was when i returned for round two. i am not so sure that what i've always been told, what i thought was absolute, is exactly right. when i first arrived, i walked up to the edge. i almost jumped off a few times. now i'm more steady, walking along the rim of my life, preparing to choose how i will define myself and where i want to be. if i choose one way, everything i've every known might turn against me, either excommunicating me or forcing me to live my life in a way that's not my own. if i choose the other way, i will return to what i thoug

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luceene-k

May 27, 2017

thank you for the favourite Love

Thanks

thanks for the

for the

KinkyPink

Apr 10, 2008

^{Thank you for the fav!}

WithoutName

Apr 7, 2008

Now I have lithography. I have /no/ idea what I should do for this. You did the print of Dave's tractor right? D:

I'm thinking of doing something weird. Though I don't really know how 'weird' is going to help me get anywhere. O dear. Any ideas would be uber fantabulous

Peace out, duckie.

WithoutName

Apr 3, 2008

I think I've found a title.
Ambiguous Disease... ?
The one of the girl in the field and the girl in the water are together titled "Inspirations Threshold Rising". Sounds cool XD

I <3 u too